Well as this year is passed now...so let thx people...first of all thank to bhagwan ek saal or jinda rkhne ke liye...fir vikas hmesha mera sukh dukh ka saathi bney rhne ke liye...mere saath rone ke liye....mjhe smjhne ke liye...
Muskan choti ho fir b hmesha ye khne ke liye senior m always dere for uh...mjhe pyaar dene ke liye dhanyvaad..

Sehrish...hmesha mjhe smjhne ke liye na na khte hue bhi khub pyaar dene ke liye...mjhse hmesha jude rhne ke liye...mjhe bhy chije seekhane ke liye bht bht thx...
Tumne mjhe zindagi ki bhg chije seekhayi..

Nd last but uh cant be the least prerna....hmesha mjhse bina kch bdle me chahe pyaar dene ke lie...mjhe ye feel krwane ke liye ki mai akela ni hu bht bhy dhanyvaad...thx to be the part of my life

The real year

Hi..as a writer its my duty to write it today..more than this i just forced to write it today..
Ahhh....as 2018 is going on..let take a journey ..when 2017 was ending then in the month of December i got a very drastic change in my life...jo mera khud ka bnaya hua rishta 2 saal ka tha wo khtm ho gya tha so 2018 ki shruat hi maine akele ki...khud ki ladai khud hi ladni chalu kr di thi..
Fir lekin kch mahine baad life thodi akeli si lgne lgi ..fir us jeevan ke sathi jisko kch mahine pehle kho diya tha usey pane ka prayas kiya lekin prayas nakaam rhi..or shyd us bich maine usy b preshan kr diya...

So es saal maine bht chije kho diya bht nuksaan hua..mera..bht jaada...mai bht roya..bht kamjor ho gya mai...bht chije kho di...apna pyaar...wo insan kho diya jo mjhe khud se bhi jada pyaar krta tha...lekin sbse bda nuksan jo hua wo ye hua ki maine khud ko kho diya...maine ek hasta khelta insan kho diya..wo insan kho diya jiska sense of humour sbko khtrnak lgta tha...jo sbko hasata tha wo hsna bhul gya..jo khud pe bht bharosha rkhta tha usne khud pe bharosha rkhna chor diya..bht chije hui..jiski aankho me apne liye sbse jaada ijjat dekhta tha wha ijjat khoti hui dekhi..mai khtm ho gya...wo the kshitiz khtm ho gya...or en sbke liye mai khud jimmedar hu...arey bcha aap toh pyaar ho aap kbhi mera bura ni kr skte...i know...
Lekin kshitiz jrur khtm ho gya es saal...

Baki i learnt a lot this year...i learn ki pyaar mohmaya hai...kch ni hota h pyaar...yha aapka koi ni hai bs time aapka hona chahiye..wrna jo hua mere saath wo bhagwan b utar ke ni bta paate....
Lekin khair baad me jo hua end of year wo b ek chamtkaar tha...tum wapas aai..jiski mai umeed hi kho baidha tha...jis samay koi ni tha mere aas paas...sambhalne waala tumne aake sambhala...
Dekho kbhi ni kha lekin aaj khta b hu or manta b hu ki prerna tu sch me mjhse bht pyaar krti hai...tu sch me waisi h jaisi ladki maine kbhi chahi thi...lekin bs kch majbooriya hai...baki m thankful to god ki i have somebdy like uh in my life...

Baki year was too bad jst hope ek nya phase start ho life ka....

Bs m writing these 4 lines for the last time in my life..

 "Ki tere liye duniya chor di hai...
Ki tjhpe saans aa ke ruke.....
Mai tjhe kitna chahta hu...
Tu ye kbhi soch na skey"...

Baki i hope prerna uh will make afford to made this year a dream year to uh..bs tu mat chor ke jaio yr...

Baki haan i cnt wish any one new year bcz its a promise to men to men...hahaa...

Duos

Hi i want atleast  you guys to read this blog..nd i have the blog as the common platform to speak...

Yr mai bht preshan hu har traf se...bht jada....pta ni bhagwan ne kha la kr khada kr diya..hai...

Ek hai jo chahti ni pyar kru...ek h jo sirf ye chahti h m usse pyar kru...ek h jo mjhse baat tk ni karna chahti h ek h jo mere alawa kisi or se baat ni krna chahti...ek hai jisey sb kch diya lekin wo fir b alag jana chahti h ek h jisey kch ni deta fir b saath rehna chahti hai....
Ek h jo khti h tum usey defend kr rhay ho..or ek hai jo khti hai mai itna kr rhi hu or usne tumhe rota chor diya fir b tum mjhe khushi tk ni dete....
Ek khti h tum bimar ho itna aaj usne pucha tk ni or main ghar tk milne tk aai....lekin fir b tumhe khushi ni...toh ek hai khti h baat ni krni kch b ho jaye....

Dekho yhi jgah hai jha ho skta h tum dono ek hi chij pdh pao...sehrish ka toh fir b ni pta mjhe...par mai chahunga pdhay...bs dekho mai itna khna chahta hu mai bht bht dukhi hu..ye pura blog aansu aansu girte girte type kr rha hu...dono bs mjhe maaf kr do....mai kisi ko khush ni rkh skta hu..dono apni zindagi me khush rho bs...

Prerna m sorry...tu ne kch b galat ni kiya kch b ka means kch b ni...uh every time made me feel special yr...lekin mai tjhe like tk ni kr skta love toh bht dur hai..pta h q...qki duniya thukegi yr mjhpe tjhe psnd kr liya toh...wo log kya khenge yr jinko pyaar ka paath pdhaya hai maine..maine pyar kr liya yr...or mai thoda alag hu...kisi ke liye rhu ya na rhu...uske liye jrur hu esliye...schi mjhe psnd h aaj b rona uske liye in compare to kisi ke saath khush rehna....or yhi pyaar hota h or yhi seekha h or aisa hi pyaar paya b hai...yr aisa pyaar ni tha mera ki usko bhulu kbhi mai...bs....i know tjhe bht bura lg rha hoga tu bht ro b rhi hogi...esliye ye sb msg pe khne ki himmat ni hui..bt ya i dnt want to loose uh ever....even i also want to love uh..qki sch me tu krti thi itna jada h mere liye..mjhe har moment pe special feel hota h..but i cnt..bs smjh jaio...
Yr tere me koi kami ni...hai..even tu toh bilkul waisi hai jaisi gf kbhi maine sochi thi..too caring.. just perfect for me..Intellectual...smart..sweet..every Every uh have...mjhe smjhna...sb kch...lekin bs ni hoga yr..dekh na tu esliye roti h qki tu mjhse pyaar krti hai...or mai esliye rota hu bcz mai krna chahta hu lekin ni kr pata hu...tu bht achi h yr...or shyd main itna bimar hu esliye..aaj itna emotional ho rja hu..tu aaj mjhe dekhne ghar tk aa gyi...
Or sehrish tumse koi shikayat ni h lekin dukhi hu...bs thoda sa...or tumse bs haan kbhi baat ni krunga ye hai....tum bina khey b smjh jaogi sb...

In last tum dono meri lyf ke sbse khaas log ho...bs esliye tum dono se request h mai bht preshan hu bht jada so plz...dono..plz..
Dono ko pta h mai kis chij ki wajah se preshan hu so dono plz apni apni preshani solve kr de..

Be strong....

This life teaches uh a lot..maine b seekha ki koi kisi ka ni hota yha pe..har kisi ko apni ladai khud hi ladni pdti hai..yha pe..koi kisi ka saath ni deta hai...
Ek rishta bnta h bht promises kiye jate h bht respect di jati h ek dusre ko...bht pyaar hota h logo ke bich...fir wqt aata h situation bdlti hai...or wo log situation ke saath cope up ni kr pate or fir rishta bigdna chalu ho jata hai..or fir daur shuru hota h ek dusre ko dis respect krne ka...ye khne ka promises ab ni rhay kya ho gya...pyaar tha ab ni rha kya ho gua...or fir wo khaas rishta aam bn jata hai..fir nafrat kr baidhte h wo ek dusre se...or ye khani sb ki hai...

So guys dukhi mt hona kch galat ho rha h toh ye smjhiye ye part h us ache rishte ka jo aapne nibhaya hai...be strong ...or smbhaliye apne rishte ko....or dobara se chije shi kriye...

Ha strong rhna aisi situations me muskil hota hai...baki prerna(she is my very very good............uh cant name every relation) i definately mention uh the way uh help me to become again strong....i became that kshitiz once again jst caz of uh...i m lucky that i have somebdy like prerna jisne mjhe help ki dobara se...khade hone ko...

Bt uh cant be lucky like me...so motive of this blog is to be strong nd positive in every situation.....

13 Dec 2018

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Dream shatters

I read it somewhere ki jiske saath AAP apne ache moments share krte ho uh Shud share the bad moments with them also...
So here I m sharing with my readers...

Yes my dreams shatters...my dream is broken..yes it is the worst moment in my life...yes I m upset ...but koi ni I accept the fact...maine mehnat ni kri thi toh ye toh hona hi tha...in last some months I changed my focus and here I have to pay....

Well this is nt the end of the world still there r people who have faith in me...so kch na kch kuch toh acha kr hi lenge...

Baki motto for writing this blog is..

1) jinko ab tk blog likh ke zindagi ke bare me btaya h apni success ke bare me btaya hai unhe Apne failure ke bare me b btana chahiye....or wo b tb toh jrur JB ye aapki life ka sbse bda failure hi...

2) dreams broken so obviously life ki sbse buri chij Hui so...this writing will help me to cry...

3) ab ye ni PTA ki aage life me kya hoga..aage kya krunga..ya aage kya hga..bt let see...bht muskil se khush rhna seekha h fir se..toh koshish krenge jari rhay...


Baki all the best to everyone ki aapke dreams pure ho qki jb dreams tutte wo b ek saal ni 2-2 saal wo b tb JB uske saath oro ke b dream Jude ho toh..wo shyd hurt se bht Jada hota hai..

Thank uh note

Hey first of all it's very important to say thx to the people who stand with me in this recent bad time..when I was emotionally very weak...meri sbse kamjor nas pe problem aai thi qki nd that is my father ..
Thank uh...Ashu,Atul,shivani,bhumika,muskan,
Vikas,gulshan,aadi, and last but obviously not the least uh yaah uh ..#prerna#....

U guys always only a call away from me..not even call but only miscall...na yaah uh..uh was dere for let me off my all frustration....raat bhar JB Mai depressed hua uh was awake for let me feel motivated...so thank uh will be a small word for this...uh don't know what uh did for me...so obviously I can write a blog for uh ..uh know meri aadat h Mai Insan Ko tb hi judge krta hu ki JB Mai weak hu tb kon kon h mere saath....and literally ye meri life ka sbse weak point tha..sbse Jada weak...nd uh stood firmly there for me....

But this is not only the reason for the blog ..the main reason started from today's morning...
The seducing msg sent from ur side ..."let change your mood"...this msg come up with a smile on my face ..and whatever happen after that..it was only a dream come true for me...
How beautifully uh planned the whole day...uh planned a every single minute of day...uh know I got everything in a single day whatever I like In my life...

The chilled morning scooty ride...then watching standup comedian together ...that Baghwan movie wala was awesome...then chicken Briyani...then hookah....(the love)..Usme b brain freezer flavour ..then table tennis game ..that dinner in the afternoon....then emotional songs..and in the evening that walk...

Everything was perfectly planned...PTA h tumne jitne ache tarike se day Ko plan Kiya tha Mai itne ache trike se likh b ni paya..

I don't know kitne months Baar Mai apni life me itna hsa hu ki haste haste aankh se aansu aa Gye ..thank uh thank uh..so much for the day ..PTA h Mai khud Ko bht perfect smjhta tha kisi Ko special feel krwane ke mamle me...but uh fail me today...nd uh know I m very happy to being on the loosing side...

Or itna SB tumne Kiya bs qki kch Dino se mera mood off tha...tumne aaj itna bada ahsaan LGA diya mjhpe Mai chukaunga ..may be ye one of those days JB shyd Maine khud Ko bht special feel Kiya...

Yr Aisa bht km hota h JB koi ladki kisi ladke ke liye itna SB plan krey...tum page pe har chij ka list bna ke aai thi ki hum kitne bje kya krenge....I can never forgot this day in my entire life....

Nd yah uh change my mood .......

I have nothing more to say ...bs today I feel that I m very special ..I just want my all readers to make this blog most likeable blog ....
Thank uh thank uh.....bs last me ek chij khunga...aaj ke day Ko dekh ke perfect shabd Ko b Sharm aa jaegi...

My father

Hey this blog is for my all reader....to my all reader..plz pray for my father...he is nt well ..plz pray ki wo thik ho jaye...

Aaj mere se kisi ne kaha ki logo se dua krwau jldi behter honge...aaj kha gya kch likhne Ko es bare me...kisi Apne ne kha kch likhne Ko....Lekin bs JB baat papa ki aati h toh Mai kch Ni kr pata...bs AAP SB se aap dua kr Lena papa ke liye bs...