Amm...sometimes i just need ki mai kch likh du..sometimes i feel like there is nothing better in this world rather than writing..
Life is not a game guys...jiska jb dil aata hai chla jata hai jb dil aata hai aa jata..well everything happens for a good reason..
Well prerna uh used to send me mails which i thing became too necessary for me nowadays....so plz keep sending them..
Everybody came to me and say that you are strong enough to handle any situation...even some says me fighter...i dont know that either i m strong or not but no bdy has the right to let me feel down...
Well leavinh this apart actually its reply to ur mail...what uh said that m ur pillar..no dear....the thing uh came as positive energy in my life..uh once again lighten up my dull life...kisi ko nhi psnd aata akela rehna its human tendency...
Tere papa ki tbyit thik ni hai..lekin uh know one thing unhe kbhi b maine apne papa se alag smjha hi ni. So unhe toh thik hona hi pdega...
Today uh came to me nd said that uh will die agr unhe kch ho jata hai toh...toh ab toh mere paas koi option hi ni bcha...ab unhe kaise bhi thik krna hi pdega...nd one more thing be strong esliye ni ki mai auro ki trah bs ye khunga sb thik ho jaega balki esliye ki "mai hu na...mai sb thik kr dunga...kaise i dont know..but have some faith on me...ki mai papa ko kch ni hone dunga..i promise.."....or aaj toh aunty ko b ye promise kr diya maine...
Tu toh meri motivation hai yr...jb mere apne khaas logo ne mera bilkul saath chor diya..mjhe bilkul akela chor diya..tb tu ne mjhe sambhala hai..tu ne mjhe motivate kiya zindagi ko or behter tarike se jeene ke liye...abi toh bht kch seekhna hai tere se yr...
Prerna mai beshak mai tjhse age me thoda sa bda hu...lekin mjhe bda teri bato ne hi kiya hai..mai kaise bhul jau ye whi ladki hai ki jb meri tbyit khrab thi toh 4 bje raat tk sirf mera man behlane ke liye mjhse baat krti thi....
Mai ye kaise bhul jau...ki jb mere 12th ke boards thay tu raat bhar bs esliye jaagi rhti thi ki khi mai na so jau...
Mjhe khi subah jana hota tha toh tu usse aadha ghanta pehle uth jati thi ki khi mera wo important kaam miss na ho jaye..tu aadha ghanta pehle uth ke mjhe uthati thi...
Mai kaise bhul jau sirf mjhse milne ke liye subah 5 bje morning walk pe aa jati thi..mjhe khana bnana sikhati thi...
Or jb aaj hmare papa ki tbyit khrab h toh mai agr kch kr rha hu toh wo ahsaan nhi ho skta...
Zindagi me bht time baad mili ho ye b ni pta kb tk rhogi ni rhogi..kya hoga aage ni pta so kr lene do...or dont wry mai tumhari wajah se preshan nhi hu...balki tumne toh usse samay mjhe thama jb mai bht preshan tha. Or agr aaj preshan hu b toh tu ne itni energy de di h ki i can handle that....
Ha life ne mjhe personally bht kch sikhaya h pichle kch months me nd mai obviously usko carry forward krunga apni entire life ke liye.. Obviously un experience ne mera behavior for entire life change kr diya hai but koi ni..on every single second of ur life uh keep learning the things ...so i m still learning a lot from past....
Baki it was the reply of your todays mail..which uh send to me..yha esliye likh deta hu ki thode paise mil jate hai...
Baki keep smiling always..and dnt worry i will be always with uh whenever uh need me..
Life is not a game guys...jiska jb dil aata hai chla jata hai jb dil aata hai aa jata..well everything happens for a good reason..
Well prerna uh used to send me mails which i thing became too necessary for me nowadays....so plz keep sending them..
Everybody came to me and say that you are strong enough to handle any situation...even some says me fighter...i dont know that either i m strong or not but no bdy has the right to let me feel down...
Well leavinh this apart actually its reply to ur mail...what uh said that m ur pillar..no dear....the thing uh came as positive energy in my life..uh once again lighten up my dull life...kisi ko nhi psnd aata akela rehna its human tendency...
Tere papa ki tbyit thik ni hai..lekin uh know one thing unhe kbhi b maine apne papa se alag smjha hi ni. So unhe toh thik hona hi pdega...
Today uh came to me nd said that uh will die agr unhe kch ho jata hai toh...toh ab toh mere paas koi option hi ni bcha...ab unhe kaise bhi thik krna hi pdega...nd one more thing be strong esliye ni ki mai auro ki trah bs ye khunga sb thik ho jaega balki esliye ki "mai hu na...mai sb thik kr dunga...kaise i dont know..but have some faith on me...ki mai papa ko kch ni hone dunga..i promise.."....or aaj toh aunty ko b ye promise kr diya maine...
Tu toh meri motivation hai yr...jb mere apne khaas logo ne mera bilkul saath chor diya..mjhe bilkul akela chor diya..tb tu ne mjhe sambhala hai..tu ne mjhe motivate kiya zindagi ko or behter tarike se jeene ke liye...abi toh bht kch seekhna hai tere se yr...
Prerna mai beshak mai tjhse age me thoda sa bda hu...lekin mjhe bda teri bato ne hi kiya hai..mai kaise bhul jau ye whi ladki hai ki jb meri tbyit khrab thi toh 4 bje raat tk sirf mera man behlane ke liye mjhse baat krti thi....
Mai ye kaise bhul jau...ki jb mere 12th ke boards thay tu raat bhar bs esliye jaagi rhti thi ki khi mai na so jau...
Mjhe khi subah jana hota tha toh tu usse aadha ghanta pehle uth jati thi ki khi mera wo important kaam miss na ho jaye..tu aadha ghanta pehle uth ke mjhe uthati thi...
Mai kaise bhul jau sirf mjhse milne ke liye subah 5 bje morning walk pe aa jati thi..mjhe khana bnana sikhati thi...
Or jb aaj hmare papa ki tbyit khrab h toh mai agr kch kr rha hu toh wo ahsaan nhi ho skta...
Zindagi me bht time baad mili ho ye b ni pta kb tk rhogi ni rhogi..kya hoga aage ni pta so kr lene do...or dont wry mai tumhari wajah se preshan nhi hu...balki tumne toh usse samay mjhe thama jb mai bht preshan tha. Or agr aaj preshan hu b toh tu ne itni energy de di h ki i can handle that....
Ha life ne mjhe personally bht kch sikhaya h pichle kch months me nd mai obviously usko carry forward krunga apni entire life ke liye.. Obviously un experience ne mera behavior for entire life change kr diya hai but koi ni..on every single second of ur life uh keep learning the things ...so i m still learning a lot from past....
Baki it was the reply of your todays mail..which uh send to me..yha esliye likh deta hu ki thode paise mil jate hai...
Baki keep smiling always..and dnt worry i will be always with uh whenever uh need me..
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