Saturday, 23 March 2019

Aaj bht din baad kch likhne ko man kiya. .

Hamesha Maine pyaar se judi hui chize hi likhi hai..  Whi likhta hua aaya or shyd whi pasand bhi hai. .. Jeevan bht tez bhaagh rha hai. .. Aaj ki tarikh se thik ek saal pehle chla jaata hu toh dekhta hu Maine kch ni paya bs pura samay esi baat me gya ki bs aaj aaj ka din nikal jaye. ..
Mjhe meri life me bht logo ne bht si chizo ke liye praise kiya hai.. .or aaj bhi krte hai. .. Lekin aaj ek hakikat hai jo sirf mai janta hu.  .ab hum me kch bcha ni hai jisey praise kiya jaye. .ji saraha jae. .. Hum khokhle ho gye hai andar se. .

Log kehte hai aapki philosophy bht shi h life ko leke..  Lekin unhe ni pta ye life ki philosophy life hi sikhati hai or jb ye seekhati hai toh bht kch khona pdta hai bht sehna pdta hai. .. Or zindagi laathiya marti hai toh aawaz nhi hoti lekin drd bht hota hai. ..

Insan jb aksar dukhi hota hai. .toh us Dukh ka karan aksar kisi dusre ko smjhta hai..  Lekin smjhiye aapki khusi ka zimmedar koi or ho skta hai. .. Lekin dukh ka nhi. .. Dukh aapke andar samahit hai.. .or agr jb aapko ye lgne lg jaye ki aap kisi apne ki wajah se dukhi ho rhay h toh smjhaye ya toh wo aapka apna nhi hai ya aap dukhi nhi hai. ..

Hume hmari zindagi me bht pyar mila hai. .esliye pyaar na milne ka dukh hum hi smjh skte hai. .actually ab btaye toh hum bhi ni smjh skte qki jaise ek rickshaw wala nhi smjh skta thakaan kya hota hai. .roz bhukba sone wala ni bta skta roti ka swaad kya hota hai. .ambani ni bta skta 500 rupee khone ka drd kya hota h waise hi jb kisi ko dukh ki aadat ho jati hai toh wo b ni bta skta dukh kya hota hai. .. .


Jeevan me jis majbooti ke saath apna pichla ek saal jeeya hai. .. Agr kbhi kl ko life me kch bda kr lete hai toh ye time period ka jikr jb krunga kisi se toh tb shyd log apni aankho me aansu le aaenge ye soch ke ki.. .struggle eski life me bhi tha. ..

Jis umar me mai khud kisi ka bcha hu usi umar me ek bcha kho dena choti baat ni hoti. .. Or dukh toh tb hota hai jb aap apne dukh pe ro bhi ni skte bs ye soch ke ki kisi ko en aansuo pe bhi gussa aane lga hai. ..
Zindagi me logo ko bdlte hue dekha tha lekin khud ki jb pehchan bdal le toh dukh hota hai. ..

Khair likhna bht kch hai lekin samaaj permission ni deta hai. .. 

Monday, 31 December 2018

Well as this year is passed now...so let thx people...first of all thank to bhagwan ek saal or jinda rkhne ke liye...fir vikas hmesha mera sukh dukh ka saathi bney rhne ke liye...mere saath rone ke liye....mjhe smjhne ke liye...
Muskan choti ho fir b hmesha ye khne ke liye senior m always dere for uh...mjhe pyaar dene ke liye dhanyvaad..

Sehrish...hmesha mjhe smjhne ke liye na na khte hue bhi khub pyaar dene ke liye...mjhse hmesha jude rhne ke liye...mjhe bhy chije seekhane ke liye bht bht thx...
Tumne mjhe zindagi ki bhg chije seekhayi..

Nd last but uh cant be the least prerna....hmesha mjhse bina kch bdle me chahe pyaar dene ke lie...mjhe ye feel krwane ke liye ki mai akela ni hu bht bhy dhanyvaad...thx to be the part of my life

The real year

Hi..as a writer its my duty to write it today..more than this i just forced to write it today..
Ahhh....as 2018 is going on..let take a journey ..when 2017 was ending then in the month of December i got a very drastic change in my life...jo mera khud ka bnaya hua rishta 2 saal ka tha wo khtm ho gya tha so 2018 ki shruat hi maine akele ki...khud ki ladai khud hi ladni chalu kr di thi..
Fir lekin kch mahine baad life thodi akeli si lgne lgi ..fir us jeevan ke sathi jisko kch mahine pehle kho diya tha usey pane ka prayas kiya lekin prayas nakaam rhi..or shyd us bich maine usy b preshan kr diya...

So es saal maine bht chije kho diya bht nuksaan hua..mera..bht jaada...mai bht roya..bht kamjor ho gya mai...bht chije kho di...apna pyaar...wo insan kho diya jo mjhe khud se bhi jada pyaar krta tha...lekin sbse bda nuksan jo hua wo ye hua ki maine khud ko kho diya...maine ek hasta khelta insan kho diya..wo insan kho diya jiska sense of humour sbko khtrnak lgta tha...jo sbko hasata tha wo hsna bhul gya..jo khud pe bht bharosha rkhta tha usne khud pe bharosha rkhna chor diya..bht chije hui..jiski aankho me apne liye sbse jaada ijjat dekhta tha wha ijjat khoti hui dekhi..mai khtm ho gya...wo the kshitiz khtm ho gya...or en sbke liye mai khud jimmedar hu...arey bcha aap toh pyaar ho aap kbhi mera bura ni kr skte...i know...
Lekin kshitiz jrur khtm ho gya es saal...

Baki i learnt a lot this year...i learn ki pyaar mohmaya hai...kch ni hota h pyaar...yha aapka koi ni hai bs time aapka hona chahiye..wrna jo hua mere saath wo bhagwan b utar ke ni bta paate....
Lekin khair baad me jo hua end of year wo b ek chamtkaar tha...tum wapas aai..jiski mai umeed hi kho baidha tha...jis samay koi ni tha mere aas paas...sambhalne waala tumne aake sambhala...
Dekho kbhi ni kha lekin aaj khta b hu or manta b hu ki prerna tu sch me mjhse bht pyaar krti hai...tu sch me waisi h jaisi ladki maine kbhi chahi thi...lekin bs kch majbooriya hai...baki m thankful to god ki i have somebdy like uh in my life...

Baki year was too bad jst hope ek nya phase start ho life ka....

Bs m writing these 4 lines for the last time in my life..

 "Ki tere liye duniya chor di hai...
Ki tjhpe saans aa ke ruke.....
Mai tjhe kitna chahta hu...
Tu ye kbhi soch na skey"...

Baki i hope prerna uh will make afford to made this year a dream year to uh..bs tu mat chor ke jaio yr...

Baki haan i cnt wish any one new year bcz its a promise to men to men...hahaa...

Wednesday, 19 December 2018

Duos

Hi i want atleast  you guys to read this blog..nd i have the blog as the common platform to speak...

Yr mai bht preshan hu har traf se...bht jada....pta ni bhagwan ne kha la kr khada kr diya..hai...

Ek hai jo chahti ni pyar kru...ek h jo sirf ye chahti h m usse pyar kru...ek h jo mjhse baat tk ni karna chahti h ek h jo mere alawa kisi or se baat ni krna chahti...ek hai jisey sb kch diya lekin wo fir b alag jana chahti h ek h jisey kch ni deta fir b saath rehna chahti hai....
Ek h jo khti h tum usey defend kr rhay ho..or ek hai jo khti hai mai itna kr rhi hu or usne tumhe rota chor diya fir b tum mjhe khushi tk ni dete....
Ek khti h tum bimar ho itna aaj usne pucha tk ni or main ghar tk milne tk aai....lekin fir b tumhe khushi ni...toh ek hai khti h baat ni krni kch b ho jaye....

Dekho yhi jgah hai jha ho skta h tum dono ek hi chij pdh pao...sehrish ka toh fir b ni pta mjhe...par mai chahunga pdhay...bs dekho mai itna khna chahta hu mai bht bht dukhi hu..ye pura blog aansu aansu girte girte type kr rha hu...dono bs mjhe maaf kr do....mai kisi ko khush ni rkh skta hu..dono apni zindagi me khush rho bs...

Prerna m sorry...tu ne kch b galat ni kiya kch b ka means kch b ni...uh every time made me feel special yr...lekin mai tjhe like tk ni kr skta love toh bht dur hai..pta h q...qki duniya thukegi yr mjhpe tjhe psnd kr liya toh...wo log kya khenge yr jinko pyaar ka paath pdhaya hai maine..maine pyar kr liya yr...or mai thoda alag hu...kisi ke liye rhu ya na rhu...uske liye jrur hu esliye...schi mjhe psnd h aaj b rona uske liye in compare to kisi ke saath khush rehna....or yhi pyaar hota h or yhi seekha h or aisa hi pyaar paya b hai...yr aisa pyaar ni tha mera ki usko bhulu kbhi mai...bs....i know tjhe bht bura lg rha hoga tu bht ro b rhi hogi...esliye ye sb msg pe khne ki himmat ni hui..bt ya i dnt want to loose uh ever....even i also want to love uh..qki sch me tu krti thi itna jada h mere liye..mjhe har moment pe special feel hota h..but i cnt..bs smjh jaio...
Yr tere me koi kami ni...hai..even tu toh bilkul waisi hai jaisi gf kbhi maine sochi thi..too caring.. just perfect for me..Intellectual...smart..sweet..every Every uh have...mjhe smjhna...sb kch...lekin bs ni hoga yr..dekh na tu esliye roti h qki tu mjhse pyaar krti hai...or mai esliye rota hu bcz mai krna chahta hu lekin ni kr pata hu...tu bht achi h yr...or shyd main itna bimar hu esliye..aaj itna emotional ho rja hu..tu aaj mjhe dekhne ghar tk aa gyi...
Or sehrish tumse koi shikayat ni h lekin dukhi hu...bs thoda sa...or tumse bs haan kbhi baat ni krunga ye hai....tum bina khey b smjh jaogi sb...

In last tum dono meri lyf ke sbse khaas log ho...bs esliye tum dono se request h mai bht preshan hu bht jada so plz...dono..plz..
Dono ko pta h mai kis chij ki wajah se preshan hu so dono plz apni apni preshani solve kr de..

Saturday, 15 December 2018

Be strong....

This life teaches uh a lot..maine b seekha ki koi kisi ka ni hota yha pe..har kisi ko apni ladai khud hi ladni pdti hai..yha pe..koi kisi ka saath ni deta hai...
Ek rishta bnta h bht promises kiye jate h bht respect di jati h ek dusre ko...bht pyaar hota h logo ke bich...fir wqt aata h situation bdlti hai...or wo log situation ke saath cope up ni kr pate or fir rishta bigdna chalu ho jata hai..or fir daur shuru hota h ek dusre ko dis respect krne ka...ye khne ka promises ab ni rhay kya ho gya...pyaar tha ab ni rha kya ho gua...or fir wo khaas rishta aam bn jata hai..fir nafrat kr baidhte h wo ek dusre se...or ye khani sb ki hai...

So guys dukhi mt hona kch galat ho rha h toh ye smjhiye ye part h us ache rishte ka jo aapne nibhaya hai...be strong ...or smbhaliye apne rishte ko....or dobara se chije shi kriye...

Ha strong rhna aisi situations me muskil hota hai...baki prerna(she is my very very good............uh cant name every relation) i definately mention uh the way uh help me to become again strong....i became that kshitiz once again jst caz of uh...i m lucky that i have somebdy like prerna jisne mjhe help ki dobara se...khade hone ko...

Bt uh cant be lucky like me...so motive of this blog is to be strong nd positive in every situation.....

Thursday, 13 December 2018

13 Dec 2018

On demand of Google +

M just advertising there blog writing site...guys this a raw form of expressing your views on a world wibe platform...even uh can use this for your earnings purpose....use it the way uh want to use ..

Keep writing keep posting keep updating your self with the help of Google+ and earn in dollars ...

All the best use it now or never 

Tuesday, 11 December 2018

Dream shatters

I read it somewhere ki jiske saath AAP apne ache moments share krte ho uh Shud share the bad moments with them also...
So here I m sharing with my readers...

Yes my dreams shatters...my dream is broken..yes it is the worst moment in my life...yes I m upset ...but koi ni I accept the fact...maine mehnat ni kri thi toh ye toh hona hi tha...in last some months I changed my focus and here I have to pay....

Well this is nt the end of the world still there r people who have faith in me...so kch na kch kuch toh acha kr hi lenge...

Baki motto for writing this blog is..

1) jinko ab tk blog likh ke zindagi ke bare me btaya h apni success ke bare me btaya hai unhe Apne failure ke bare me b btana chahiye....or wo b tb toh jrur JB ye aapki life ka sbse bda failure hi...

2) dreams broken so obviously life ki sbse buri chij Hui so...this writing will help me to cry...

3) ab ye ni PTA ki aage life me kya hoga..aage kya krunga..ya aage kya hga..bt let see...bht muskil se khush rhna seekha h fir se..toh koshish krenge jari rhay...


Baki all the best to everyone ki aapke dreams pure ho qki jb dreams tutte wo b ek saal ni 2-2 saal wo b tb JB uske saath oro ke b dream Jude ho toh..wo shyd hurt se bht Jada hota hai..